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Quietly we sit
Quietly we cry
The past haunts
The present frustrates
The future teases
The whole world caves in from all sides
Nothing is stable again
I ache for a relief from this pain
Why is it that healing takes so long to end
Why is it that breaking takes so long to start
My heart doesn’t know which side to fight on
I know there is hope out there
I feel the warmth on my face
But what about here in this dark valley
AWAKE, O SLEEPER, AWAKE!
Someday, there will be more than hope
But what can I do to help this story along
Do I need to be still
Do I need to speak out
Do I need to begin in action
I must have a part to play
My whole being craves some kind of comfort
When will I find it
When will someone bring it to me
When will I win this fight

                                 ~Deep thoughts written in a moment for thoughtFULLness.  Thankfully I don’t fight alone.

BeautyFullySurrendered (And not necessarily by choice *smile*),
               Ashley

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  1. Hey there big sister. i love you and well..i guess thats all for now…what more do you want huh? a man on a silver platter? sheesh some people. lol, i like your post. I have felt and feel that exact same way, just never put it in to words liek that. well thats all for now, its like 1:10. later
    -Superman-

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  6. very good post. I find it hard to express what I’m feeling in my own words, but sometimes, when it’s so abundant inside of me, it comes out in the right way… I’m happy to see you using bible in there instead of just feelings and emotions. bible says to cast down imaginations that are contrary to the Word. the bible is the ultimate authority, and if you’re just fighting with yourself, then you won’t win unless you bring in a higher authority… such as, the Bible. anyways, I’m not as worried about you.. as some, but I’m still praying for you. “feelings come and feeling go, feelings are decieving. I’ll put my faith in the Word of God, none else is worth believing” ~ Martin Luther. anyways, I was just gonna tell you Happy New Year, and then I realized that I hadn’t said anything in relation to your post. I always appreciate your honesty with me, and trust… the fact that you call me friend. I appreciate it, and I hope I never abuse, undervalue… etc.. your trust or friendship. You’re an awesome friend. an awesome person. delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart. ~ Psalm 34:7, I think.. Find out what pleases the Lord ~ Ephesians 5:10.. They that know their God shall be strong and do exploits ~ Daniel… me thinks somewhere around 10:31. anyways, once again.. Happy New Year, and may it be just that. Righteousness, Peace and Joy in the Holy Ghost. talk to you sometime.
    Jake

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