So I just got finished telling a guy that I wish I could date (if I could do casual relationships) that I couldn’t date him before he ever approached me completely on the subject. That was really scary and I don’t quite know how to feel. I’m really proud of myself for telling him so that I wouldn’t lead him on…especially before he approached me….but I feel bad because he’s a really nice guy. And besides that, I really wish that I did do casual relationships…I feel like it was be so much easier on life. I feel like it would be more fun…like I would have someone there for me, someone that I could talk to after work…someone that I could de-brief who was interested in investing time in me for me…that sounds so selfish. Oh well though, that’s how I feel right now. I feel like dating would be easier than feeling like this.
I know that God should be enough…and He is…unless He “isn’t” (which means that He is but through perception He feels as though He isn’t). I guess I just have to fight to get back there…back to the place where spending time with Him is all I desire.
*sigh*
Why does this have to feel so hard?
Ashley
Eating My Way Through It 
Ouch, I’ve been on the end of preemptive strikes by female friends I’ve had. It’s none of my business, but if you like him and he seems to like you, why hurt his feelings by a preemptive rejection?
I understand Ash, but you can do it. God has your HubbyMan waiting for you…. AND he (your future HubbyMan) will be more proud that you did wait and HE could be the one to share those de-briefings with. It will make it all the more special to do it with one man than many. So it makes it all the worth while.
I love you!Hannah
you can still be a friend….?